A dream

Yeah. I'm not even sure if I should post this. That is, I'm not sure if I want to remember that dream. Oh, I can give the gist of it easily enough, this is all in the dream:

A woman I once loved in real life and I have had quite a long relationship but have drifted apart. That's how it feels. I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see her but I know in my heart of hearts that we are through. So there we are on our last day as a couple, officially. Holding hands, kissing, being a couple, as you do. And we're being very mature about the whole break-up thing, we've decided who gets the appartment and we're actually looking forward to meeting each other as friends.

Being a dream there was obviously other stuff going on. World of Warcraft (which I have never played) and a man in luminescent make-up also both featured. But it was this relationship that has me all twitchy now. It felt so REAL. Felt exactly what I always dreamed (hah - I'm not that stupid that I think my inexperienced expectations are any sort of indication of the truth) a relationship with this woman would be, even at its most bittersweet. She's a ray of shining light and her eyes hold a universe, obviously, but I was sure that I was over her some two years ago. Maybe not. Well, I think so, but this dream... just a dream. Just a dream.

I'll shake it off.